Life is ever fleeting in its grace like gossamer wings to spirit away on moonlit rays.

My life seems to have taken a turn in luck finally, I have what I've always wanted; Love, life, job, money. And in that order too.

I have been close to love before, with say one man and he was in New York but I was simply too young to truly appreciate him. He knows I do love him but not in that way anymore, the way a girl loves her old crush that was her first knight in shining armor and will always hold a special place in my heart. But now I have a new love, one not of fairy tales and well wishes but modern age and strength. He gives me courage, helps me be confident that the world won't end if something goes wrong and that I am actually worth something in this pointless world.

I had a job at the vet hospital but that wasn't working out as I'd hoped, something felt so wrong with it and I believe it was the empathy I feel when among the sad animals it is hard to block out and if my own sorrow is anywhere close to the surface its just shattered. So I left it, I'd like to say they fired me but they didn't... I left it because I didn't belong there. But good news, the next day I got my old job back; Touch of Romance. It happened interesting enough I walked in cause Victoria's Secret is nothing but a bra and panty line now, they moved my Fredericks of Hollywood so I went to the only reliable place for lingere. Once I walked in, there was my old friend La'tanya. A rather big black woman with odd teeth but a warm heart and a sharp mind it was pleasant to hug her for she always showed those strong vibes that just make you feel like you could do anything with a smile.

I have my own room again, no sharing with computers or kids or sleeping on the couch but my very own room and I bought my own mattress to boot.

I play WoW, though because my ex is being a selfish bastard even if he doesn't play the fucking game anymore he throws a fit over fake crap that is nothing but digital coding with a nice image. I offered to pay him 300 bucks, not fake money but REAL cash! And he turns it down, everyone says he's an idiot and frankly he should realize that life isn't about that sort so I spent that money that would have been his, on food and clothes for myself.

Funny thing is I have over 1000 bucks in my account right now, I could have afforded to pay him that not to buy the account but to borrow it until I moved my toons over. So, I'll just level my new toons up, already in 2 days I got a lvl 20 tauren hunter and a 20 shadow priest in the works, both guilds I have them in are pitching in to help level me and even buy me shit. How funny when he was an ass to people in the game they didn't do shit for him but me I'm sweet and nice, I get pampered; note for all you gamers - putting up with shit gets you places faster than giving shit.

Life is as perfect as it will ever get for me, and I humbly thank the gods for what they'd allowed me to view through my life.